Writing Archive
Explore a curated collection of my writing, including psychotherapy insights, short stories, letters, and poetry, all compiled for easy access and reflection.
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steam
chug chugging along doing what i had to do make change make folding not caring about anybody but having money in pocket & then one morning that world was gone feeling dead in the…
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down to marrow
the love you have low in your bones down to marrow you want to be with her night & day all the way balls out & deep & then the hurt comes after you’ve…
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whatcha’doin?
she hugs me then brings green tea when i really want coffee & brandy glass of red wine maybe an Alhambra beer but green tea it is whatcha’doin? she asks again notes on a…
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Do Not Fear Being Alone, relationships
One reason why we continue to stay in unhealthy relationships is because we are afraid of being alone. We would rather be with someone that mistreated us or causes discomfort than to be by…
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san andreas
i don’t get it she’s saying in hurt why you don’t like me if put on some it’s simple i try to explain knowing full well people never like to know truths i treat…
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back of the throat
i’m driving her to an appointment deep in the old city trying not to narrate but here we go i taught a group there doing sex education 2nd floor church building pointing that out…
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do you believe?
gets asked from time to time & all i can say is yeah i got ghosts people who came left me behind places i can’t go without them coming to mind is that not…
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those days
that keep on going on as you hear listen to torch singers explain clear what it is who it is is missing here thinking all wrong how you coulda woulda shoulda been strong when…