Writing Archive
Explore a curated collection of my writing, including psychotherapy insights, short stories, letters, and poetry, all compiled for easy access and reflection.
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seven
nice picture I thought took it on my phone 7 seagulls on 7 posts sunset for a background yellows orange sliding into grey end of the day sent it to her there another country…
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fear
to never feel this way ever again riding country miles to see you be with you excited & hot priapic staying up all night to talk hear you telling all of bruises being broken…
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waking 3am
to a room full of smoke she is sitting by a half open window chain smoking with a tall glass vodka & coke beside I can hear cars passing on the street below she…
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songs about you
The conversation reveals a deep emotional connection between two individuals. One expresses admiration, while the other reflects on the inattention to the heartfelt words meant for them. As they share intimate moments, the realization…
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pour
not the first time if each time you hope it’s the last sitting late pouring another one while she’s upstairs having run up there screaming to be sick of your shit! there are things…
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the ways
we numb our pain the obvious drink & drugs others bought over the counter from meeting with the man the doctor paying on a plan there’s sex putting everything on that donkey to avoid…
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grey hairs there
in that blonde mop she was so conscious protective of hairdressers every other week while I waited for her bar down the street thinking slow at home where just everything was going wrong we…
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those old songs
coming round again themes & memes dragging in tracking through dirt got his first taste 4 years of hurt taking on things he hadn’t the stones sense of responsibility to stay on the path…
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dinner party
nice people in there boy girl boy girl seating not sitting next to your own working from the outside in on the shiny cutlery mein hosts offering courses pate & toast with condiments as…