it was me

some time after

(never in the moment)

realised if

you can’t spot

the fuckwit

in the room

it’s you

i’d put the effort in

with the girl

which meant

in the grand scheme

of us things

she didn’t have to

if i didn’t realise that

at the time

causing her to get bored

want to split away

leaving all fault

piled up at my door

which of course

i took on

being the fuckwit

in the room