to the fore or background?

doesn’t matter she says

waving a hand

it’s all the same

i just can’t commit

fizzle out on

unfinished sentences

to go on into or to go back is

much the same

& the now is frustrating

i just don’t know

what to do anymore

i scratch her head

rub her neck

might this be anger

coming out awkwardly?

i ask all naïve

don’t you see? she says

life is so difficult

& here we agree

if i find her wasteful

spending time in

this circular thinking